Study Reveals Lupus Is A Leading Cause Of Death In U.S. Women-
“To our dismay, we found the death rates for SLE were disproportionately high relative to death rates in the general population. This finding led us to posit that SLE might be among the leading causes of death,” explains Dr. Singh, professor of medicine and pathology, and director of the Autoimmunity and Tolerance Laboratory, UCLA. Although SLE was shown to be among the leading causes of death in young girls and women, it may actually rank higher. Previous research showed SLE may not be recorded on the death certificate for as many as 40% of patients with SLE in the U.S. This under-reporting may be a result of patients with SLE dying prematurely of complications, including cardiovascular events, infections, renal failure and respiratory diseases." - Yen EY, Singh RRI
LOATHE THIS CRUEL DISEASE
It has been difficult for me to tell my story... because I was raised to be strong, assertive, and unflappable - and my bout with Lupus frequently leaves me feeling anything but. Still, I believe that those very traits are driving me now to raise money to help defeat this awful debilitating disease.
I take a cocktail of a dozen pills and injections that range from Immunosuppressants to Pain Management; recently adding oral Chemo that I take every Friday afternoon to manage my flares which consist of significant organ inflammation, fatigue, cognitive dysfunction, body/hand tremors, lung infections, and chronic nausea (no doubt a byproduct of the multiple medications). A Lupus flare is an increase in disease activity in one or more organ systems sometimes creating new symptoms while exacerbating the current symptoms.
During the years leading up to my diagnosis, I was a constant fixture at the gym and very active outdoors. I took great care of myself - you'd think this disease would strike people who don't... but Lupus doesn't discriminate. In the beginning I kept randomly getting sick. I was in and out of the hospital; doctors tried their best to put their finger on what was wrong but Autoimmune Diseases are extremely elusive. Friends and family didn’t fully understand what I was going through because for the most part on the outside I looked fine. Sometimes doctors gave up and I would have to start over with new ones. I knew things were not right with me, my body felt different; but this disease can be so hard to diagnose and can affect so many parts of the body. The tremors began shortly after several hospital visits. There's a different kind of uneasiness that creeps in when you realize you're not in control over what your body is doing. This ended up being the beginning of Neurological testing during which they found several lesions on my brain. The next several months saw me in and out of doctor’s offices, measuring and tracking different symptoms and episodes. My fatigue, brain fog and tremors were sporadic, so the doctors couldn't come to a definitive diagnosis. All told, it was nearly 5 years of new flares, illnesses, testing, procedures, hospital stays, and multiple misdiagnoses including Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and Relapsing-Remitting MS. After approximately 18 months of believing that I had MS, I was finally informed that what I'd been wrestling with was, without a doubt, SLE Lupus, backed with three additional autoimmune diseases, Raynaud’s Syndrome, Pernicious Anemia and Fibro.
For a time, that diagnosis brought a little comfort, because at least now we knew what we were fighting. Today, though, I realize that giving it a name isn't nearly enough. I am constantly dealing with new symptoms. In the past two years I have fought multiple bouts of extremely painful pleurisy, which is causing inflammation in membranes that surround my lungs and line my chest cavity. Making it nearly impossible to do the one thing I really love; scuba. This past September a couple days before last year’s walk I presented with what was potentially a heart attack, after a long visit to the hospital and a follow-up with my Rheumatologist it was determined that I had Chronic Pericarditis. This occurs when the pericardium—the thin membrane surrounding your heart, becomes swollen and irritated, causing it to leak fluid around the heart. As a result, I am continuing Immunosuppression Therapy - the goal of which is to lower my immune system so much that it stops attacking my organs. This does, in turn, make me extremely susceptible to illness and in a constant state of physical and mental discomfort. Additionally, I have recently begun suffering from Degenerative Joint Disease. My left hip joint is so ill fitting and worn down that I have recently torn my Labrum. I will need a hip replacement in the next year or so. The average age for someone to receive a hip replacement is 68, I'm only 41. This is the result of years of constant painful inflammation in my joints.
I am not alone in this, my story is shared by 1.5 million sufferers in the United States, and over 5 million worldwide - and in fact, it's worse for many of them than it is for me. I am about 14 years in on my journey... with the acceleration of troubling symptoms really only manifesting in the past 4 years. I look back now on my early time with Lupus and wish we had known then what we do now - and know that greater funding for research today can help prevent others from having these same feelings 10 years from now.
Now, perhaps this is where the strong, assertive, and unflappable part of me comes back in. Giving up is not something I was ever taught to do. I haven't been extremely public with my struggles in the past - thinking that a strong face was the best solution. I now think, though, that sharing these struggles is actually the more potent action - because I can't beat this disease without the help of so many others. I will help find a cure, or I will die trying - but I will be silent no longer.
This walk means more than the dollars that will be raised. It means we will be taking steps closer to a cure. It means we will be a part of something that can change millions of lives. It means that someone may be able to spend a day without pain and someone may be able to avoid Immunosuppression, Chemo and Organ Failure. I am walking so that others may be able to live their lives, in ways that recently I haven't been able. I ask that you support me in this - not for me, but for all the Lupus Warriors who do not even know the battle that lies ahead of them.